Life gets to be really beautiful!!!

Baroda seemed so lucky and good for us. We had a wonderful house. Nice neighbours and I too got really serious about my attempt. I joined classed in baroda. I got good friends as well. His job was also quite good. The house we stayed also ws wonderful. The best part in all this was that we were quite close to Bharuch so mom and dad could come here more often and also we could run to bharuch more frequently. It was just a one hours drive. Koushuk would come home for lunch daily. So I used to cook good food for him as well . of course his schedule was quite erratic here as he would have a lot of late nights but even then somehow it all never pinched much. We both were so happy here in Baroda. We both always loved kids and wanted a kid soon after we got married. But till then nothing had happened. My friends used to make fun of me that I would have a kid the 9th month of my wedding. But when we were in Baroda probably god thought it was the right time to bless use with a baby. I remember in January I had my last cycle. In the month of February when I was due for my cycle it did not start on date. Since I was very regular so I got myself checked at home. But to my disappointment the first time I checked it was negative. I did not tell koushik about all this .I wanted to first confirm and then blow the trumpet. Then of 15th of Feb I got myself checked and then told him that evening. There was no extent to how happy he was. I also had to tell all my folks and his parents that there was a new member who would soon get added to the family tree. I ran down to the STD and told all my dear and near ones. I remember when I told his mom about it she jumped at it and just could not believe it. His grandfather was also there then in Bharuch. They were all so excited about it that I told them at 4 in the evening and they were all home at 8 in the night. It felt so good. I too felt so good about it. The initial celebration got over. But now I got a bit scared about my. I knew that if I did not clear this attempt I would not be able to clear ever as in the next attempt I would have a baby and then it would be impossible for me. It was a do or die situation for me and probably I took it so seriously. I would attend classed so regularly. Study day in and day out with more of concentration. Mom and dad would frequent Baroda every weekend or we would go there. Sometimes I would drive to Bharuch all by myself and give them surprises. Life just seemed to be getting so beautiful and everything was falling in place. I gave my attempt in Baroda